i feel so guilty now... joseph chan need to go back to NS... so this week don't have his lesson... as a result today i got a 3 hour break... so we went out of school to eat... we go clementi to eat... then after eating still got a lot of time left.. so we went and play pool cuase khai tuck suggested that... my first time playing pool... first time hit the ball until so bad... but second try was ok... then we started to talk about not going for RWP since it was so boring and none of us really like melinda... i thought everyone was going to skip it but some people say they want to go back school and attend RWP... then soon more than half the class was gone... i actually wanted to skip that lesson one... but seeing so many people went back, i start to wonder... as a result i was caught in between of skipping the lesson or to go for the lesson... in the end i went back for class.... but then only left khai tuck zihao and yan ming there... it is like so bad cause we did agreed to pon RWP but in the end we still went back anyway... leaving the three of them at the pool there... but it was fate... since we decided to go back after flipping a coin... and the result is to go back... but i still feel bad about it... so guilty... it is like we pangsei them... i hope that they will not be pissed anymore... and hope that we will be forgiven... hope that everything will go back to how it was before...

PS i am finally going to start on my chemistry formal report...

today is such a disasterous day.... first i woke up later than i expected... which resulted in a lack of time to study for my basic microbiology test... then is a quarrel with my mother... next is the test itself... the test was so hard... i look at the first question of the MCQ and i knew it... this test is so hard... i couldn't answer most of the qns... luckily i can do most of the qns on the topic taught by mrs mak... if not this test sure going to fail until very badly... Dr pho teach until so fast... then i don't understand what she is teaching... worst is that this tests include a lot chapters because she teach until so fast... i'm going to fail this test... all because of the topics that Dr pho teach... then got one question i know the answer... but i not sure if that is the right one so i didn't write it down.. in the end it turned out to be right after all... i am such an idiot... i should have put the answer down no matter what... now i am going to lose marks because of my stupidity... i am so going to fail this test miserably... i guess this is a sign... a sign that tell me that there is a need for me to revise on all my modules if i really want to pass the exams... i guess i just have to study harder from now on... less slacking... more working... i'll try my best to do just that...

so fast week 6 of term one had come to an end... next week with have tests... then ti will be e learning week follow by 2 weeks of vacations... then next term will arive and soon it will be exam soon... times really flies... cannot afford to slack now... don't know what some of the lecturers are talking abt... in order to pass my exams, i need to and have to start to study during the vacation... just let me slack for the time being... cause i will get on with my busy life as a poly student soon... i will start to work on my forma report that is due next thursday and to study for the BMIC test that is on next monday... i cannot continue to slack as much as what i am doing now... i must jiayou...

been through rwp presentation today...... i can only say i am starting to hate that teacher even more..... purposely ask such difficult questions...... somemore got some thinking questions.... what is she trying to do? trying to fail us? i am starting to hate presentation even more....... then worst is my computer also giving me problem.... today is a really bad day for me..... the presentation, speakers and computer problems..... please don't let there to be more problem on the way....

i am so irritated by the speakers... computer finally fix........ can use it le.... got internet connection...... my own personal space.... but the speakers aren't working...... but the wire is plugged in.... i don't know why no sound........ then i cannot do things quietly one...... no sound very weird...... then try mingling around with the wires also no sound...... make me so frusterated and irritated...... computer also giving me a few problem...... click once but like click twice...... didn't close the window but it still close itself..... what is wrong??? i hope that the computer will get back to normal soon...... if not i will be driven crazy by it...... speakers please work!!!

finally can post an entries...... bro took laptop go chalet.... then make me feel so sian for 3 days...... cannot come online...... but nevermind....... cause today one good thing happened.... the computer is fixed today....... i can use the computer le...... no need to use my bro's laptop anymore.... but actually still have to wait until my bro got install all the things first....... hehe..... today is such a happy day......

P.S i'm feeling better..... on the road to recovery...

i am still sick...... somemore more sick than yesterday.... today couldn't stop coughing...... feel like something is in my throat..... very uncomfortable if i don't cough...... but then keep coughing in class.... but today like a lot of people are coughing....... i think the virus is spreaded....... haha... and the origin is me.... afterall i was the one who was sick first last time...... then after one big round, it is back to me again...... haiz..... bad cycle.... today no presentation for RWP.... but i starting to dislike melinda.... she like so bias and sarcastic..... i don't like her......... yesterday preparation for the presentation gone to waste...... no presentation..... then need to do editing...... then tomolo no need go school still need to go out and do project..... i hope i wouldn't got picked..... cause i really not feeling well.... couldn't stop coughing..... didn't want to go violin one... but scare they teach fingerings... then today did get the paper on finguring....... but the whole time there is still how to play the violin, how to hold the bow, violin.... and of course to wait.. but also got learn abit theory..... so nevermind..... hope that i will get the hang of violin soon... and to get well soon too......

I'm sick again...... my coughing and flu are back in action....... haiz..... after i had gotten well for less than a week from my last sickness(which is also cough and flu), i'm sick again..... when will i get better? i hope it is soon....... today spend almost half the day doing RWP project...... i am really starting to hate projects and presentation... so many presentation on the hand..... what's worst is that i am sick now...... this is going to make presentaion harder... as i can't stop my coughing....... tomorrow is RWP presentation.... hope that everything will go well tomorrow..... i also pray that IDEAs presentation on thursday will go smoothly too.... though we haven't start on it yet... i hope that i will not picked to present...... but i have a bad feeling that i will be pick... let's just cross my fingers and pray hard that i will not be pick..... with my current conditions, i don't think i am in the best state to do any presentation...... hope that i will get well soon...

Happy Mothers' Day!

today wake up rather early to go do RWP project.......sat in tiong mac for around3 hours plus.....managed to complete most of the slides.....now only left the scripts and the pictures then it will be more or less complete......i was rather surprise that we weren't chased out of mac since we sat there for like forever....then out of all of us, only kar mun brought something to eat.....i guess they don't really need the seats...... after we have finished most of the slides we left mac and go LJS to eat.....kind of lame...... but LJS fries are the best..... after finish eating out lunch, we took a walk around tiong......den kar mun, shirlene, chelsea and i went to take neoprints......but the neoprint shop and the action city person like talking outside..... then made us waited for a while just to change money......then found out that the machine coin slot not working...... but we managed to took neoprint anyway so nevermind....... after that i go look for It Started With A Kiss whole volume VCDs... but cannot find.....sad.....now i got nothing to do for weekends....... then i was on my way to meet fish and hui at bugis.....to celebrate fish birthday which was on tuesday.... didn't shop much cause i met them late.......and they already shopped most of the shop.....saw a lot of things i want to buy...... but in the end didn't buy anything except sushi.......don't want to spend so much money...... than hui left to meet family..only left me and fish.......so we went to icon to shop......walked to the 5th floor then stop le.......both of us too tired to walk........lol....i saw a mickey mouse earing i like over at icon......wanted to buy.........but i dun like the hook so i didn't buy it........then we were on our way home........with this, it end my day out on vesak day......... Happy Vesak Day Everyone.........

haiz.....my mood swing is back.......don't know what caused it.....cell bio is so difficult......i don't understand what audrey yuan is talking about......i am going crazy......why so difficult?then the answer to long answer questions in the tutorial that she gave us is like not related to the question lor.....she is like just throwing everything she know into the answer.....one major part i don't understand...haiz.....then there is the project....... a lot of projects and presentation lately...... then my leisure time is affected liao....... in order to do the project for rwp that is due next tuesday, i can only push back the time i meeting cher tomorrow to go k box....... just to do one project...... one rather irritating project...... a project on an experiment that i don't understand at all......shouldn't had said that next week present is ok...... should have asked for more time.......now i regret so much...... the only thing i can look forward to now is the k box outing tomorrow.... hope that cher and i will enjoy ourselves tomorrow.....also hope that tomorrow will be a stress free day.......with no homework or projects or presentatiosn to do.....

Today wake up very early to go school because today first lesson is start at 8.30am..... didn't sleep very well yesterday night...... couldn't sleep.... need to toss and turn before i finally managed to fall asleep....den wake up about 2 to 3 times during the night...... this morning really have the feeling of not going to school... just want to continue to sleep on my bed....... but cannot.......maths lesson was okay......chemistry also not bad.......at least both modules can understand..... only hope that my rwp lesson would not be so boring and with lots of presentations.......i don't like presentations.......also got to know that a lot more projects are on the way....haiz.....i don't want......than is the string ensemble..... kind of sian of this cca liao....out of the two hours i am there, about 1 and a half hour is sitting down there waiting....but at least i got to learn how to hold the violin today.....but the only problem is that one person say hold the bow like this the other say hold another way.....like this make me so confused..... don't know which way is correct....make me want to quit....sian......hope that the following weeks will not be so sian.......

hehe.......before i end, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Fish!

Today started off quite good.......cause today first lecture start at 1.30pm...so i can wake up late......hehe......so happy......then i also got sms with serene to talk about the pinic outing.....seems like a very good idea to meet up after we had all quited and are either in poly.....working....or waiting for results....about time to catch up with each other on our lives....i am so looking forward to that day......the whole popular part-timers gang meeting up again....i want to take lots of photos on that day to remind me that i have such a wonderful group of friends.......hehe........now back to school stuffs.......i don't understand what Dr Pho is teaching in BMIC today.......she like keep rushing like that......reminds me of ms mah......lol....haiz....very hard to catch up with her....don't understand.......how?later if fail the module then how?i guess i can only stop myself from daydreaming in class and try to understand......or try to read up on the topic....i guess that's what i will do.......hope that i will catch up soon......then is the cell biology practical......we arrive late because Dr pho release us late.....then is the need blood part....today's experiment we need blood sample......den we need to poke our fingers to get the blood sample.....put it on the slide.....den must cover the whole thing.......need 2 sample......so kar mun and me both poke our finger......then one person one slide.....but i don't have enough blood.....so i got poked twice.....TWICE.....still not enough......as a result,my lecturer donate her blood for us to do the experiment.......thanks....but i was poked twice......even though not really painful....but i don't like the squeezing the blood out part......so disgusting........make all my goosebumps stand up.......then i continue with the experiment feeling as blur as ever.....starting to hate doing experiments liao.......hope that tomorrow will be a better day with no blood......no homework....and more fun.....

today almost all the girls in the class wore skirt to school....hehe.....i like the idea of getting everyone to wear the same thing......this is so fun......like wearing uniform like that.....oh my.....am i starting to miss secondary school life?i also wore slippers to school today......hehe......first time violating school rules.....hehe......today got to know one bad news......next thursday might have chem makeup lesson.....sad....i arranged to go k box with cher on tat day.......now dunnoe if can go anot........cher having your exams now so i wish you good luck yar.......today is our class outing day........but not everyone went.....such a pity.....even though most of the time is spent in the cinema watching MI3,i still enjoyed myself......i was so fun when we took the neoprint at the neoprint shop.....that shop even have props for us to put on.....so funny......the most difficult part is to squeeze everyone into the rather small neoprint machine......but we managed to did it........all 12 of us.......hehe.......so fun......MI3 didn't turn out to be as bad as i though......it was actually quite nice and interesting.....however i hope that they will do something with the volume......so loud.....loud until can feel vibration in the chairs lor.....after we left the cinema,we stood outside cineleisure to talk about where to go next....and we stood there for around 30min and not a conclusion had been drawn.....so funny.....we seems to a undecisive group.......there are a lot of amoker there too......so smelly......make me breathe in second hand smoke......but overall it was still fun.....hope that DBT/1B22 will stay united.....

Finally got my blog started.......All thanks to(drum rolling)Xiao Hui.....Hehe.....thanks for help me to go my blogskin thingie......you are my life saviour.......if not for you i wil not have this blog liao.......cause i really not good in IT.......so my utmost gratitude to you.......

Today wake up very early for idea class which starts at 8am.....did a model of one part of my ontogragh drawing....so very children.....oh well..... at least it didn't turn out ugly.....then it is the 3 and a half hours break due to the cancellation of the 3 hr BMIC practical.....so sian.....if only i can go home......but no....cause 2.30pm got another practical........so our class went and have our lunch at orchard....though not everyone went but overall it want fun......playing uno in mos burger.... den kana chased out......hehe.......wonder how tomolo outing going to go......

i feel so guilty now... joseph chan need to go back to NS... so this week don't have his lesson... as a result today i got a 3 hour break... so we went out of school to eat... we go clementi to eat... then after eating still got a lot of time left.. so we went and play pool cuase khai tuck suggested that... my first time playing pool... first time hit the ball until so bad... but second try was ok... then we started to talk about not going for RWP since it was so boring and none of us really like melinda... i thought everyone was going to skip it but some people say they want to go back school and attend RWP... then soon more than half the class was gone... i actually wanted to skip that lesson one... but seeing so many people went back, i start to wonder... as a result i was caught in between of skipping the lesson or to go for the lesson... in the end i went back for class.... but then only left khai tuck zihao and yan ming there... it is like so bad cause we did agreed to pon RWP but in the end we still went back anyway... leaving the three of them at the pool there... but it was fate... since we decided to go back after flipping a coin... and the result is to go back... but i still feel bad about it... so guilty... it is like we pangsei them... i hope that they will not be pissed anymore... and hope that we will be forgiven... hope that everything will go back to how it was before...

PS i am finally going to start on my chemistry formal report...

today is such a disasterous day.... first i woke up later than i expected... which resulted in a lack of time to study for my basic microbiology test... then is a quarrel with my mother... next is the test itself... the test was so hard... i look at the first question of the MCQ and i knew it... this test is so hard... i couldn't answer most of the qns... luckily i can do most of the qns on the topic taught by mrs mak... if not this test sure going to fail until very badly... Dr pho teach until so fast... then i don't understand what she is teaching... worst is that this tests include a lot chapters because she teach until so fast... i'm going to fail this test... all because of the topics that Dr pho teach... then got one question i know the answer... but i not sure if that is the right one so i didn't write it down.. in the end it turned out to be right after all... i am such an idiot... i should have put the answer down no matter what... now i am going to lose marks because of my stupidity... i am so going to fail this test miserably... i guess this is a sign... a sign that tell me that there is a need for me to revise on all my modules if i really want to pass the exams... i guess i just have to study harder from now on... less slacking... more working... i'll try my best to do just that...

so fast week 6 of term one had come to an end... next week with have tests... then ti will be e learning week follow by 2 weeks of vacations... then next term will arive and soon it will be exam soon... times really flies... cannot afford to slack now... don't know what some of the lecturers are talking abt... in order to pass my exams, i need to and have to start to study during the vacation... just let me slack for the time being... cause i will get on with my busy life as a poly student soon... i will start to work on my forma report that is due next thursday and to study for the BMIC test that is on next monday... i cannot continue to slack as much as what i am doing now... i must jiayou...

been through rwp presentation today...... i can only say i am starting to hate that teacher even more..... purposely ask such difficult questions...... somemore got some thinking questions.... what is she trying to do? trying to fail us? i am starting to hate presentation even more....... then worst is my computer also giving me problem.... today is a really bad day for me..... the presentation, speakers and computer problems..... please don't let there to be more problem on the way....

i am so irritated by the speakers... computer finally fix........ can use it le.... got internet connection...... my own personal space.... but the speakers aren't working...... but the wire is plugged in.... i don't know why no sound........ then i cannot do things quietly one...... no sound very weird...... then try mingling around with the wires also no sound...... make me so frusterated and irritated...... computer also giving me a few problem...... click once but like click twice...... didn't close the window but it still close itself..... what is wrong??? i hope that the computer will get back to normal soon...... if not i will be driven crazy by it...... speakers please work!!!

finally can post an entries...... bro took laptop go chalet.... then make me feel so sian for 3 days...... cannot come online...... but nevermind....... cause today one good thing happened.... the computer is fixed today....... i can use the computer le...... no need to use my bro's laptop anymore.... but actually still have to wait until my bro got install all the things first....... hehe..... today is such a happy day......

P.S i'm feeling better..... on the road to recovery...

i am still sick...... somemore more sick than yesterday.... today couldn't stop coughing...... feel like something is in my throat..... very uncomfortable if i don't cough...... but then keep coughing in class.... but today like a lot of people are coughing....... i think the virus is spreaded....... haha... and the origin is me.... afterall i was the one who was sick first last time...... then after one big round, it is back to me again...... haiz..... bad cycle.... today no presentation for RWP.... but i starting to dislike melinda.... she like so bias and sarcastic..... i don't like her......... yesterday preparation for the presentation gone to waste...... no presentation..... then need to do editing...... then tomolo no need go school still need to go out and do project..... i hope i wouldn't got picked..... cause i really not feeling well.... couldn't stop coughing..... didn't want to go violin one... but scare they teach fingerings... then today did get the paper on finguring....... but the whole time there is still how to play the violin, how to hold the bow, violin.... and of course to wait.. but also got learn abit theory..... so nevermind..... hope that i will get the hang of violin soon... and to get well soon too......

I'm sick again...... my coughing and flu are back in action....... haiz..... after i had gotten well for less than a week from my last sickness(which is also cough and flu), i'm sick again..... when will i get better? i hope it is soon....... today spend almost half the day doing RWP project...... i am really starting to hate projects and presentation... so many presentation on the hand..... what's worst is that i am sick now...... this is going to make presentaion harder... as i can't stop my coughing....... tomorrow is RWP presentation.... hope that everything will go well tomorrow..... i also pray that IDEAs presentation on thursday will go smoothly too.... though we haven't start on it yet... i hope that i will not picked to present...... but i have a bad feeling that i will be pick... let's just cross my fingers and pray hard that i will not be pick..... with my current conditions, i don't think i am in the best state to do any presentation...... hope that i will get well soon...

Happy Mothers' Day!

today wake up rather early to go do RWP project.......sat in tiong mac for around3 hours plus.....managed to complete most of the slides.....now only left the scripts and the pictures then it will be more or less complete......i was rather surprise that we weren't chased out of mac since we sat there for like forever....then out of all of us, only kar mun brought something to eat.....i guess they don't really need the seats...... after we have finished most of the slides we left mac and go LJS to eat.....kind of lame...... but LJS fries are the best..... after finish eating out lunch, we took a walk around tiong......den kar mun, shirlene, chelsea and i went to take neoprints......but the neoprint shop and the action city person like talking outside..... then made us waited for a while just to change money......then found out that the machine coin slot not working...... but we managed to took neoprint anyway so nevermind....... after that i go look for It Started With A Kiss whole volume VCDs... but cannot find.....sad.....now i got nothing to do for weekends....... then i was on my way to meet fish and hui at bugis.....to celebrate fish birthday which was on tuesday.... didn't shop much cause i met them late.......and they already shopped most of the shop.....saw a lot of things i want to buy...... but in the end didn't buy anything except sushi.......don't want to spend so much money...... than hui left to meet family..only left me and fish.......so we went to icon to shop......walked to the 5th floor then stop le.......both of us too tired to walk........lol....i saw a mickey mouse earing i like over at icon......wanted to buy.........but i dun like the hook so i didn't buy it........then we were on our way home........with this, it end my day out on vesak day......... Happy Vesak Day Everyone.........

haiz.....my mood swing is back.......don't know what caused it.....cell bio is so difficult......i don't understand what audrey yuan is talking about......i am going crazy......why so difficult?then the answer to long answer questions in the tutorial that she gave us is like not related to the question lor.....she is like just throwing everything she know into the answer.....one major part i don't understand...haiz.....then there is the project....... a lot of projects and presentation lately...... then my leisure time is affected liao....... in order to do the project for rwp that is due next tuesday, i can only push back the time i meeting cher tomorrow to go k box....... just to do one project...... one rather irritating project...... a project on an experiment that i don't understand at all......shouldn't had said that next week present is ok...... should have asked for more time.......now i regret so much...... the only thing i can look forward to now is the k box outing tomorrow.... hope that cher and i will enjoy ourselves tomorrow.....also hope that tomorrow will be a stress free day.......with no homework or projects or presentatiosn to do.....

Today wake up very early to go school because today first lesson is start at 8.30am..... didn't sleep very well yesterday night...... couldn't sleep.... need to toss and turn before i finally managed to fall asleep....den wake up about 2 to 3 times during the night...... this morning really have the feeling of not going to school... just want to continue to sleep on my bed....... but cannot.......maths lesson was okay......chemistry also not bad.......at least both modules can understand..... only hope that my rwp lesson would not be so boring and with lots of presentations.......i don't like presentations.......also got to know that a lot more projects are on the way....haiz.....i don't want......than is the string ensemble..... kind of sian of this cca liao....out of the two hours i am there, about 1 and a half hour is sitting down there waiting....but at least i got to learn how to hold the violin today.....but the only problem is that one person say hold the bow like this the other say hold another way.....like this make me so confused..... don't know which way is correct....make me want to quit....sian......hope that the following weeks will not be so sian.......

hehe.......before i end, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Fish!

Today started off quite good.......cause today first lecture start at 1.30pm...so i can wake up late......hehe......so happy......then i also got sms with serene to talk about the pinic outing.....seems like a very good idea to meet up after we had all quited and are either in poly.....working....or waiting for results....about time to catch up with each other on our lives....i am so looking forward to that day......the whole popular part-timers gang meeting up again....i want to take lots of photos on that day to remind me that i have such a wonderful group of friends.......hehe........now back to school stuffs.......i don't understand what Dr Pho is teaching in BMIC today.......she like keep rushing like that......reminds me of ms mah......lol....haiz....very hard to catch up with her....don't understand.......how?later if fail the module then how?i guess i can only stop myself from daydreaming in class and try to understand......or try to read up on the topic....i guess that's what i will do.......hope that i will catch up soon......then is the cell biology practical......we arrive late because Dr pho release us late.....then is the need blood part....today's experiment we need blood sample......den we need to poke our fingers to get the blood sample.....put it on the slide.....den must cover the whole thing.......need 2 sample......so kar mun and me both poke our finger......then one person one slide.....but i don't have enough blood.....so i got poked twice.....TWICE.....still not enough......as a result,my lecturer donate her blood for us to do the experiment.......thanks....but i was poked twice......even though not really painful....but i don't like the squeezing the blood out part......so disgusting........make all my goosebumps stand up.......then i continue with the experiment feeling as blur as ever.....starting to hate doing experiments liao.......hope that tomorrow will be a better day with no blood......no homework....and more fun.....

today almost all the girls in the class wore skirt to school....hehe.....i like the idea of getting everyone to wear the same thing......this is so fun......like wearing uniform like that.....oh my.....am i starting to miss secondary school life?i also wore slippers to school today......hehe......first time violating school rules.....hehe......today got to know one bad news......next thursday might have chem makeup lesson.....sad....i arranged to go k box with cher on tat day.......now dunnoe if can go anot........cher having your exams now so i wish you good luck yar.......today is our class outing day........but not everyone went.....such a pity.....even though most of the time is spent in the cinema watching MI3,i still enjoyed myself......i was so fun when we took the neoprint at the neoprint shop.....that shop even have props for us to put on.....so funny......the most difficult part is to squeeze everyone into the rather small neoprint machine......but we managed to did it........all 12 of us.......hehe.......so fun......MI3 didn't turn out to be as bad as i though......it was actually quite nice and interesting.....however i hope that they will do something with the volume......so loud.....loud until can feel vibration in the chairs lor.....after we left the cinema,we stood outside cineleisure to talk about where to go next....and we stood there for around 30min and not a conclusion had been drawn.....so funny.....we seems to a undecisive group.......there are a lot of amoker there too......so smelly......make me breathe in second hand smoke......but overall it was still fun.....hope that DBT/1B22 will stay united.....

Finally got my blog started.......All thanks to(drum rolling)Xiao Hui.....Hehe.....thanks for help me to go my blogskin thingie......you are my life saviour.......if not for you i wil not have this blog liao.......cause i really not good in IT.......so my utmost gratitude to you.......

Today wake up very early for idea class which starts at 8am.....did a model of one part of my ontogragh drawing....so very children.....oh well..... at least it didn't turn out ugly.....then it is the 3 and a half hours break due to the cancellation of the 3 hr BMIC practical.....so sian.....if only i can go home......but no....cause 2.30pm got another practical........so our class went and have our lunch at orchard....though not everyone went but overall it want fun......playing uno in mos burger.... den kana chased out......hehe.......wonder how tomolo outing going to go......