
revision not done...
today is the last day of the term break... starting from tomorrow onward, i had to go back to SP to continue on my term 2 in biotechnology... cannot afford to slack from tomorrow onward... so fast is my second term in SP... many tests are also coming my way... so sian... me haven't really start to study for any of the tests since i often got turned off once i don't understand what the notes is writing... as a result, in this planned week of revision on my modules, i didn't really revise... i just slack... like what i am doing now... but no matter what, i must start my revision on cell bio tonight... since i don't really understand this module, no bio background and the test is on wednesday... i guess i might as well go start now... zZzZz...

bored...zZzZz...
today i finally settle down to complete the maths e learning week online quiz... what can i say? i really am lazy... so i left it until the last few days of the vacation to finally do it... couldn't find one answer to the quiz... make me even more sian... so i guess i will just leave it as that...today i finally could put songs into me mp3 player... don't know why previously cannot put in songs... but after my bro fix it, i can finally listen to new songs on my way out of to school...these few days been so sian.. other than the days i'm outside doing project and going out with kelly, i had been slacking at home... with nothing much to do... nothing nice to watch on tv... don't understand the notes on the modules...nothing much to do around the house... it is so contrasting... i was so busy last week... out everyday of the week... while this week, i had nothing much to do... just slack around the house... i am so sian... so bored... zZzZz...

Choir camp pictures...
Pictures from choir camp
Wei Yue, me & Olivia

with Ms Khor & Erick

06.06.17 Singapore Street Festival
yesterday was finally singapore street festival... even though there was a lot of waiting before we are actually on, ut we had fun taking photos with everyone, talking and of course to secretly take pictures of seroyen who refused to have his picture taken until the end of the day... erick sang i believe i can fly and his singing is very good... by the way, his album is out in the store... sembawang music i believe... there are 13 songs in the album... so if anyone interested please go check it out... erick even helped the people who brought his album to sign... he even wrote their names and a message to them... he is also very friendly...
after the whole event ended, all of the 'senior citizens' stayed to eat the buffet... the food was delicious and meng yan even finished 10 cups of jelly... then there is this raather weird phtographer who keep taking photos of us sitting down there eating... that is so weird... sitting on the floor to eat, a lot of the people who past us by keep looking at us... but we continued to sit there... i think we sat there for more than 30 minutes... talking to jamie and eating... than we went to plaza singapura with ms khor and jamie to meet up with the other choirs members...
sitting in buger king, ms khor, jamie, wei yue, jia yu, meng yan, shumei and me talk about a lot of things... but mostly is on choir... we keep talking and talking... and we actually sat there until around 12.15am... i truely enjoy myself be it the performance of the talk... especially the one with ms khor and jamie... since we hardly had the time to sit down and talk since jamie had graduated in 2001 and ms khor was busy... at the end of everything, jia yu and me took a cab home together since we live close to each other...
Photos taken at Sinagpore Street Festival
Me & Wei Yue
Me & Cherilyn 
Me, Jia Yu & Noel
Smilez
'C' for Choir
Everyone
GESS Choir
GESS Choir with Jamie & Ms Khor 
GESS Choir with Jamie, Ms Khor & Erick
GESS Choir with Annie, Jamie & Ms Khor

Practice with RVPS & Erick
this whole week everyday i'm out... most of the days are from early morning to evening times.... not a single rest day since this monday... it had been lessons, project and choir practices... i am so glad that after tomorrow's performance, i an finally rest on sunday... just stay at home and relax... then start on revision nesxt week...today went back to gess for choir practice... this time only for the practice... i thought that it would be more relaxing today... but it was not... all because Dr Goh was also there... i believe it had been at least a year since i last saw him... this time, he is back to help us in singing... i must say... he is quite good at these things... since we did sound better after doing what he told us to do... but to jump and sing at the same time is a very tiring and torturous thing... somemore is jump and sing the whole song... i don't think anyone would be able to sing jumping... but i understand his intention lar... it's because we are too still... the song we sang also don't have a lot of expressions... so i guess having him there today was actually helpful...today is a combined practice with RVPS kids... they are joining us in singing "I Wish"... but i was shock when i saw the number... only 5 people... compared to the around 20-30 people who took part in the IOC last year, only 5 involve... so surprising... i was also surprised when erick turned up for today's practice...didn't know that he will be there today... i thought that we will only practice together tomorrow... he recorded his first album(i believe) and we can buy it tomorrow... but i don't think i will buy it... hehe... not really interested...at the end of the practice, jiayu,wei yue, shumei, meng yan and me asked seroyen to take a pictures of us.... together with erick and ms khor... i want to pictures... i hope that seroyen will send me the pictures... tomorrow i am going to bring my bro digi camera... hope to take lots of pictures tomorrow... i am starting to feel excited... tomorrow we will be given an entry pass... i hope that i will be able to keep it at the end of the performance... hehe...Singapore Street Festival tomorrow evening...

choir camp day 1
today woke up early in the morning just to go back GESS for the choir camp... actually intended to just go for the sectional which is 1.30pm to 3 pm... but olivia and wei yue want to go back and join them for the games... as a result, i left my house in the morning... then late to meet olivia and wei yue at tbp... after we had meet up, we ate our breakfast at mac... talked about a lot of thing... it had been so long since we saw one another... dressed in GESS PE attire, i feel rather weird since it had been so long since i last wore it... feeling weird in it, i had to meet so many previous classmates from gess.... so embarrassing... letting them see me in the PE attire of the school i had graduated from last year... luckily olivia and wei yue also wearing... if not i would had wanted to dig a hole in mac and hide in it...when we reached gess, we found out that choir members are eating their lunch in the canteen... feeling full from the breakfast eariler, and also being lazy, we sat outside the music room to wait for their return... meanwhile, we talked to some of the juniors about out schools and courses... then is the sectional... when rui jun called me out, i knew it is going to be something bad... and i was right... because she had to go set up the obstacle course with the rest of the sec fours, she wanted me to help christina in the sectional... sian... i only wanted to come to be leaded... not to lead others... somemore got one song i didn't learn...but i helped in the end... and through it, i got to learn some part of the songs... actually the song is quite nice... hehe....then we helped out in the obstacle race by being in charge of the foot-a-bound station... kinda like 2 person 3 leg... like so fun... but i like watching the soapy station... like so fun... i guess this choir camp really did help them to bond... cause they had to work together to win points for their group... after the obstacle race, everyone were wet, soapy and dirty... and they were allow to bathe... then it was quiz time... the quiz got some trick qns, knowledge qns, lame qns and some qns on choir history... den olivia, wei yue and me were asked to be part of the human jackport game... while we were eating the delicious bento.... it had been so long since i last eat something from gess... the bento still taste as great... but i don't like the part when mdm foo came along and tok me and wei yue about the bacteria stuff... she is like telling us we are eating bacteria when the food was so delicious...in the human jackport game, we 3 are supposed to do actions of scissors, paper and stone blindfolded and in front of everyone... that is so embarrassing... then after the drinking game, we hree had to share one small pathetic yakult... cause only have one left... at the end of the day still had to help them carry the tables and chairs back to the canteen... but other than those parts, i think overall it was quite fun... cause it had been so long since we all gathered together... we talked a lot... took pictures... and played the classic old heart attack... it was like back to the old days... but i think i am only going to the sectionals and combined practice fon friday... skipping tomorrow's practice to do project... hope that we will make a lot of progress on our project tomorrow...3 more days to singapore street festival...

today went bact to school for cell bio and chem make-up lesson... i seriously don't understand why because of the lecturers personal reasons, we had to miss lessons during school term and go back to school for make-up lesson because of it... but we as students had no choice but to go... because the person taking the exams are us and the ones marking the paper are them, the lecturers...sian... wake up early in the morning just to go back for make up lesson... due to my laziness, i didn't eat breakfast... and what welcome me is around 3 1/2 hours of cell bio lesson... it had over run by around 30minutes... completed about 3 to 4 chapters in this 3 1/2hrs... so torturous... none stop teaching... coldness of air-con and hunger... when it finally end around 12.10pm, we had to go for chem lesson which start at 12.30pm... no time to eat... so hungry... then mr chan say do finish the worksheet on aromatic compound then can go off.... but i haven't read the powerpoint presentation on aromatic compound... so i got no idea how to do the qns... thanks to kar mun for letting me copy her answers and to explain to me why those are the answer... at the end of the chem lesson... i finally got some basic on it... but i am going to read up on it next week.. next week is revision week...feeling so stress now... don't understand most of the things taught by lecturers... then when school reopen, the tuesday have maths test... wednesday have cell bio test... thursday IDEA presentation... the 2nd week have chem test... why so many tests coming up?today chelsea, kar mun, shirlene and me decided to start on maths PBL qn... but in the end we got distracted a lot... don't remember the formula for partial differentiation... and finally decided to do the qn on other days... due to endless distractions... and also no heart to do... haha... i guess that's why we got distracted easily... in end, we go shopping... with nothing done on the project... but it was still fun... we four of us around, there is always laughter... though not a lot of work done... hehe... i got my birthday bear too... so happy... i also got to see mickey mouse... so happy...tomorrow going to go BBC pop with the other previous pop part-timers... to go on strike... haha... for some of their pay... don't really like going back... i don't like that pop... hopefully i wouldn't see anyone i don't want to see tomorrow at pop... singapore street festival is on in 5 days time... must practice... practice... and practices...

Outing with popular friends...
just came back from the pasir ris... today went to pasir ris with serene, pamela, sim ling and ying jie from popular... today was also to celebrate ying jie's birthday... today was so fun... we like played the whole day...
i was late for the meeting... sorry about that... a wrong estimation of time... met up at pasir ris mrt control station... it had been so long since i last saw them... the last time i saw them was when i went back to popular to return my uniform... which was like a month plus ago... i was so happy that we had all decided to meet up today... since we didn't went out last time... today was kind of like going back to the days in popular... but many of us had changed... in the term of appearance... sim ling cut her hair shorter... ying jie has longer hair... as for me... short hair... serene and pamela didn't change much...
after we got all the food, cake and serene had met up with us, we were on the way to the beach in pasir ris... we had a pinic there, playing with the stones, walk in the sea and we rode bicycle around the bench... first time riding a bicycle... thanks to serene and ying jie for giving me a lift... we rented 2 two person bicycle... it was so fun... but tiring also... i'm so worried that tomorrow morning i will wake up with muslc aches... been so long since i exercise... but it was so much fun... too bad sim ling had to leave around 5 plus to go to her class chalet... but we didn't agreed to meet up on tuesday to go popular to demand their pay... like a strike... so fun... and also agreed to book a chalet in the future...
around evening time it started to rain... and we started to walk around looking for the bowling alley... but we found out that there were none in pasir ris and in the end we decided to play pool... i must say... i really suck at pool... i can't hit the pole straight, my aiming suck and i always get the white ball in instead of the other balls... but overall it was still fun... not counting missing the balls part...
after pool i went home... got rather irritated by my mother who keep calling me when my phone is low on batt... in the end she even got my brother to sms and call me... sian... why she so like that? i already told her i will leave pasir ris latest by 9.30pm but she still keep calling... make my mood go the other way around... i am not some 3 years old... i know the time... so stop calling me when i am out... don't make me more irritated with you will you?

choir practices
today woke up feeling dizzy... wonder why... then it continue until the evening then i started to feel better... less and less dizzy and finally back to normal now...
today went back to gess for choir practice... to practice for the singapore street festival... out of the 4 songs they singing i know 3 of them... a good point... but they got sing one new french song... then i thought i don't need to leard cause i thought i only involve in the songs i know... but at the end of the practice, i found out from jia yu that Ms khor want us to learn the french song and sing everything... omg... long time never sing liao and then now have to learn new songs... somemore the fact that the rest of the choir member already learnt weeks ago is kinda making me more reluctant to learn... cause the know the song so well.. then we seniors are expected to learn within 3 sectional... rather hard... still need to learn the pronounciation... i don't think that we will have enough time... but i guess there is no way out but to learn it...
i am looking forward to the day of the performance... heard that erick also going to join in... it had been so long... kind of bring me back to the IOC days... so fun...been so long since we all gathered together to perform and have fun... 3 more days of practice next week till actual performance... hope that i will be able to learn the french song and memories the lyric of all the songs...
I.O.C 5th July 2005

Class BBQ 06.06.04 pictures

Memories...
Memories... something that we cannot touch or feel... but we all know that we own them... we can remember the times we had fun... feel sad... angry... disappointed... but we never wonder why these memories are imprinted in our head... is it for us to remember what we did wrong so that we will not commit the same mistakes again? or to remember whatever and whoever that are important to us...or simply because it is a sign of living? this, i will never know the answer... but i'm glad that i have memories.. memories of all my friends and family... memories are such wonderful things...

Class Outing... bbq...
back from my class bbq... i must say... this bbq is the most fun and enjoyable one that i had went to... even though we didn't play any games at all... it was still fun... we talked about a lot of thing... eat... play around... bbq... the celebrate birthday part... so fun... everyone are just there to play... to bond... i really think that this class outing is very good... it made everyone of us talk to each other... play with each other... celebrate birthdays together... a very fun experience... we could talk about everything... from lame jokes to scarry ghost stories... it was simply fun... even our class tutor, Dr Cui, came... it was funny with him there too... we tried to talk... and i'm kinda surprised that he remember our names... since he only see us once a week for practical... i like this class tutor... he is kinda fun to hang out with... today everyone are just playing around.... joking around... take pictures with everyone... singing songs... some of my impressions of certain people even changed today... some in class seemed to be so quiet... but today, everyone played and sang songs... i really enjoy this bbq today... and i am looking forward to the chalet at the end of the year... i'm sure it is going to be lots of fun... DBT/1B/22... united forever...
Happy Birthday Shi Ling(5th june) and khai Tuck(12 june)...

class bbq
later i'm going to my class bbq... hope that everything will go well and that it will be fun... and also that we will all enjoy ourselves a lot...DBT/1B/22 rock!!!!

today i was given back my BMIC test paper. as expected, i failed the paper set by Dr pho... i got 21/50... failed by 4 marks... though i am sad that i had failed, i was also kinda glad cause i thought that i would have failed with a much more miserable marks... today got no IDEA lesson so i was able to wake up at a later time... it had been so long since i can wake up late on thursday... finally a thursday i don't feel so sleepy... but today got two practicals... lessons end at 5.30pm... make me feel so since at the end of the day... but luckily today's practicals but rather simple... BMIC one just spread the bacteria on petris dishes can le... but the only bad thing is that the result can only be obtained tomorrow... tomorrow have to bring lab coat again... so heavy... add on to my load... but no choice... chem practical was ok... but have to draw out a lot of stuctural formulas and had to name them one by one... draw until i going crazy... but at least i managed to finish it... today was rather fun actually cause my class had found time in between the practicals to talk and laugh with one another... i really feel good in this class.. we are united and always joke around with each other... i feel so fortunate to be in this class... hope that we will stay this way forever... a wish i hope to fulfill... holiday coming... tomorrow is the last day of term one that we need to go to school... i can finally relax... but it is going to b a rather sad and happy... relax but busy holiday... just one more day and my vacation will arrive... sad because of my bad test result... happy cause i will be joining gess choir in the singapore street festival, going to see my choir juniors soon and involve in such a big event with them even though i had graduated... i am really happy that i am still remembered by them... finally going to meet up with some of my choir friends after so long...i'm just so excited thinking about all these... i can't wait for the event... next week can finally rest from the busy poly life... but the vacation is still going to be filled with projects, reports and revisions... just so that i will be able to catch up with what the lecturers are teaching...i hope i will be able to understand the modules soon...